WORTHLESSNESS — “Do you want to die?” I asked Talyaa Liera my soulmate, shortly after doctors gave her months to live with a stage 4 cancer diagnosis. I realized I was working way harder at healing my beloved than she was.
I told her that even though my agenda was for her to live, I would ONLY support HER agenda, which on her present course was to die.
For most spiritual seekers, enlightenment is usually about the spiritual orgasm, some euphoric bliss, which is a romantic view but not what happens. I’d rather call what happens ENDARKENMENT. Endarkenment is the end to the pursuit of the spiritual orgasm, accepting the darkness of reality — a void without lies and bullshit. In this place, possibility is vast and magical.
Every personal change and development modality I studied had aspects that thwarted people from accepting their magnificent essence. In other words, every method had ways that taught resistance. Why not cut out resistance that comes from personal change modalities and simply harness the authority that drives all healing, growth and transformation — ACCEPTANCE as taught through The Paradox Cure?
What if the secret to life is to uncover your purpose, FEEL it, and LIVE it? Uncovering one’s purpose is very hard because people make it hard. People resist life. They squirm against life. They try to wiggle out from underneath life. We are indoctrinated (beliefs), programmed (habits), and conditioned (fears), to resist life. But when people FEEL their purpose, they light up. They come alive. They exclaim, “Oh my god, I had no idea!” And they often cry.
We are mistaken. We believe that something is wrong with us. What is more accurate and vastly more helpful is that we resist all that is right within us, who we are — our brilliance, our heart, our magic, our love, our imagination, our Soul, and most importantly our deep yearning desire — a desire stronger than anything else on this planet — to FEEL most ALIVE!