Talyaa continues her recovery, receiving gargantuan love from me and your online heart messages.
My beloved wife, soulmate and supermate, Talyaa Liera, is home safe and recovering! Talyaa easily left the hospital 43 hours after surgery completed because of doing her intensive and extensive protocols (67 different supplements and 3 coffee enemas daily, body centered therapy and more)!
My beloved supermate, soulmate and wife Talyaa Liera is back! She’s able to read, write, understand, converse, joke. Around 2 am she talked for about 20 minutes.
I am listening to Christmas music as I have a lot of the day, with our Christmas tree in the background lit.
My beloved wife, soulmate and supermate Talyaa Liera is now in surgery. My body trembles with fear. I just can’t help it.
Yesterday was glorious – we chose to do a few things that would make the day extraordinary, which are things we rarely do or have ever done.
My beloved wife (Talyaa) and I attended our last community gathering yesterday on July 4th – a housewarming party for Dave Booda and Paula Padma – such beautiful people and friends.
People frequently say, “I don’t know how you do it?” – referring to how I deal with terminal cancer, pain (intense health protocols) and the constant threat of death. I didn’t know how to answer until last Thursday after a co-facilitated (wife and me) Paradox Cure process of exploring how I deal with it.
2 years ago I sat on my bed at home at 3 in the morning, feeling the worst I ever felt in my life, crying over the real probability that my soulmate and life partner would die from Stage 4c (terminal) cancer in a matter of weeks.
SPIRITUAL WASTELAND — On November 3rd 2005, I walked away from tending my spiritual land when I chose to embrace and be consumed by Argentine Tango. I discovered years later Tango lacked what I needed to nurture and grow my spirituality, and I found my spiritual land in waste.
SHAME & POVERTY — A man can feel his masculine energy by penetrating the world with his gifts, being a generative force in his community – making a difference. Earning money can be one demonstration of how deeply a man penetrates with his life force. I have felt impotent, and great shame.