Change Is A Bitch And Then You Live — Love Story Day 22-28

Change Is A Bitch And Then You Live — Love Story Day 22-28

Change is a bitch. My soulmate life partner has stage 4 cancer, and to reverse the runaway growth of cancer (weed the garden), I have fiercely uprooted my life with radical changes. I am miserable. I ache, I’m tired, foggy, depressed, low energy, uncomfortable and believe I have little to look forward to — except to perhaps really live. That seems too far away.

An Edict To Live Vs. A Terminal Prognosis — Love Story Day 4-7

An Edict To Live Vs. A Terminal Prognosis — Love Story Day 4-7

On Tuesday, August 7th, in a small sterile examination room looking onto I-5, an aloof melanoma medical expert told my soulmate life partner that medical science could not cure her cancer, and that she had less than 6 months left to live. I don’t buy the doctor’s world of beliefs. Her ignorance and callousness disgusted me, but also gave me massive resolve to take a stand to do what she said we could not — LIVE.

Where Is Your Posse, Pack, Pod, Herd Or Tribe? — Love Story Day 2 & 3

Where Is Your Posse, Pack, Pod, Herd Or Tribe? — Love Story Day 2 & 3

Last night at my men’s group we went around and shared our biggest fear and joy of the week. I shared my freak-out over possibly losing Talyaa to her just diagnosed stage 4 metastasized melanoma. Then with great heart I shared my joy from all the outpouring of support we have received. OMG! I did not expect community and support to show up anything close to what we have received!