Change Is A Bitch And Then You Live — Love Story Day 22-28

Change Is A Bitch And Then You Live — Love Story Day 22-28

Change is a bitch. My soulmate life partner has stage 4 cancer, and to reverse the runaway growth of cancer (weed the garden), I have fiercely uprooted my life with radical changes. I am miserable. I ache, I’m tired, foggy, depressed, low energy, uncomfortable and believe I have little to look forward to — except to perhaps really live. That seems too far away.

An Edict To Live Vs. A Terminal Prognosis — Love Story Day 4-7

An Edict To Live Vs. A Terminal Prognosis — Love Story Day 4-7

On Tuesday, August 7th, in a small sterile examination room looking onto I-5, an aloof melanoma medical expert told my soulmate life partner that medical science could not cure her cancer, and that she had less than 6 months left to live. I don’t buy the doctor’s world of beliefs. Her ignorance and callousness disgusted me, but also gave me massive resolve to take a stand to do what she said we could not — LIVE.

Where Is Your Posse, Pack, Pod, Herd Or Tribe? — Love Story Day 2 & 3

Where Is Your Posse, Pack, Pod, Herd Or Tribe? — Love Story Day 2 & 3

Last night at my men’s group we went around and shared our biggest fear and joy of the week. I shared my freak-out over possibly losing Talyaa to her just diagnosed stage 4 metastasized melanoma. Then with great heart I shared my joy from all the outpouring of support we have received. OMG! I did not expect community and support to show up anything close to what we have received!

Where Is My Universal Tit? — How BIG Tit Stops You From Making BIG Change

Where Is My Universal Tit? — How BIG Tit Stops You From Making BIG Change

Week after week I watch and listen to men share their procrastinations, complaints, challenges and broken promises to themselves AND do little that actually changes their situation, their reality. And this time I am angrier than ever. But what I am really angry at is that there is no Universal Tit, and falsely believing in the BIG TIT has prevented me from making big changes in my reality!

How Do You Speak Your Truth — Pussyfoot, Ruffle Feathers or Cut?

How Do You Speak Your Truth — Pussyfoot, Ruffle Feathers or Cut?

After being accused of wanting to ruffle feathers, one man in my men’s group spoke how angry he was that I withheld speaking my truth . He shared that because I have been around the men’s work for decades I should not pussyfoot around, but “cut” men more. Hmmmmm. Pussyfooting? Ruffling feathers? Cutting men? Sounds like a scene out of 50 Shades of Grey. How far do I go in sharing my thoughts, feelings and professional expertise?

Enlightenment — An Impotent Search For The Cosmic “Big O”?

Enlightenment — An Impotent Search For The Cosmic “Big O”?

For most spiritual seekers, enlightenment is usually about the spiritual orgasm, some euphoric bliss, which is a romantic view but not what happens. I’d rather call what happens ENDARKENMENT. Endarkenment is the end to the pursuit of the spiritual orgasm, accepting the darkness of reality — a void without lies and bullshit. In this place, possibility is vast and magical.

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